Thursday, December 31, 2015
365/365
2015 has been a really shitty year for me. I don't like most of the things that happened but I enjoyed all the good stuff that passed by. I couldn't wait to jump into a new year, but only to land on a worse stepping stone. To whoever who is at school and reading this, you guys are so gonna see the busiest and the most stressed out demeanour of mine. I'm gonna see the similar image of you guys too.
But we will survive. We will live.
I listed out the 21 things I want to achieve in 2016, a.k.a my new year resolutions in my new diary. I bought a green Deja vu by Paperluxe from MPH (the mainstream place to find cool books of any kind) . Yes it's green. It's the first green thing I own in probably my whole life. I also bought a green baju kurung for prep. If you really know me, it would seem pretty weird since most of the time I would opt for Red-ish items (now you all know my favourite colour) And I trimmed my hair short, yes I gave myself a haircut. It's like a symbol of starting off the new year with completely new things.
For this new year take a chance to work harder and prove people wrong. Know that no matter how tired you get or no matter how much you fail to get what you want, you have already successfully improved yourself to be better at something. If you don't achieve your desires now, you will get them later on. Effort has never betrayed you. Never give up. Don't stop. If you're exhausted, remind yourself that there are other people who are working harder than you are right now and there are other people who are more tired than you have ever been. You can do it too.
Remember to love yourself because you're the one who made you the wonderful person you are in the present. Live life with no regrets because your choices have driven you to where you are today. Learn to stand on your own two feet. Never put your worth in other people's words about you. You know yourself the most. You are not the bad things they say and you are not limited to the good things they talk about. You are better than what people think. Don't work hard to please people, work hard to please yourself.
Lastly, always be thankful. For everything and everyone in general. Some people would kill to be in the position you are right now. And don't let a bad situation blind you from seeing the good things in life. And never take a person for granted, no one deserves to be treated like that, ever. Appreciate the people around you, and you will receive love in return.
I wont be writing much starting from 2nd January 2016. I'll write if I have the time to do so. (Oh and formmates tercinta; my diary will still be open for reading (+ writing if you want) at school hoho, weird right, I let people read my so called "diary". Maybe I shouldn't call that a diary in the first place. hmm)
Thank you everyone for making my 2015. Please make my 2016 perfect as well.
xoxo.
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