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Friday, October 23, 2015

Boy in luv era is probably my favourite one. plus, it totally has the best appearance of Taehyung a.k.a V, yet.


PT3 was fine, it wasn't that difficult.  and like everyone else, i was ecstatic and glad that it has ended. No more waking up at 4 a.m. to study or read last minute notes. (Doa and ibadah still kena keep up!!) However, i think i'm already used to filling most of my time with studying that i feel so empty and clueless post exams. So post pt3 has been really boring but i enjoy KSSP activities because it doesnt include standardized syllabus just yet
 i reckon i already spent more than a half of my post pt3 doing research or reading up factual things. i havent got much time to polish my fitness lately. Maybe i'll do it later. No, I am gonna do it later. I must. If not i wont have the right strength, the enough muscle and the sufficient oxygen to ball and run. 

Speaking of fitness, I miss sports season when there is mssd athletics and cross country marathons and mssj merentas desa and intersbp basketball tournament with a lot of friendly matches. And sports day and sukantara sekolah. Fit season. Sunburnt season. Takde Jantung season. I dont think I am ever gonna be this fit again. But i'll try my best. 
My medals from this year's sports day (MIA the trophy and the long gone hamper)
I dont know how am i supposed to excel in my studies and debate well and play well and run well and maybe do other related work well simultaneously next year. I fear of dropping one thing to catch up with the other things. I guess i'm just gonna sacrifice my studies til Diagnostic comes and i'll strive like crazy but we all know that cant happen. Haih. I hate thinking about the future. But i cant stop myself from actually doing it. It's an anxiety that haunts your mind wherever you go - knowing that you have to leave something you love that involves people you love soon. While you enjoy the moments while it happens, you cant ensure that it will last long. I'm just praying for the best for everyone and everything. Oh well, I'm not the only one right. 

Anyway, I've already bought Upper form books so i'm gonna study F4 syllabus before we actually have to (I've already read 3 chapters of biology!). Other than that, the school suddenly decided they wanted to busy the f3s with a bunch of activities that they actually made it happen. I dont get it, I wanna sleep and lie around and lepak with my friends I have studied for the sake of the school's result already why can't you reward me/us with the month off. haih.

Well nothing's gonna go the way you wanted in an exact manner. Hang in there, dear self. 






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