Sunday, September 4, 2016
I hope my brother reads this once he grows up
To the person who parties at the elevator and believes Five Nights at Freddies exist.
To the kid who hates sharing the most,
yet we share everything,
from blood to flesh,
eyes and skin,
home to hotel room,
deed and sin.
We share the same favourite food
yet with different flavours
I like mine spicy and hot
You like yours not
Nothing deters you to eat some of mine nevertheless.
We do not like each other's presence
yet we long for it when it's gone
for half of the years you have lived
and I was rarely there
to witness the moments
"Oman, you've grown taller"
"Along dah gemuk la"
Maybe it's the stress of boarding school
Maybe it's the depression of having no you
I hope that you will become anyone you want to be
Anything that I am
Anything that I will be
Anything that I am not
I hope you will love our parents as much as they love you
Even when the times will come when you have doubts
Know that your doubts are never true
You are their biggest treasure they cannot keep
That's why they are too careful
If it's possible for the world to be lost
It is if we were to lose you
I hope you'll be blessed with eternal happiness
As you are the key to ours
I hope you can forever laugh
even in your hardest times
I hope you will find yourself
in the toughest situations
I hope you will be successful and strong
but remain kindhearted and humble
I hope you would always know
that I will love you no matter what happens
if you ever lose faith in rainbows and sunshine
I hope you'd still believe in the moon and stars
But lastly,
I wish that you would never grow up
I wish that you would never be tall
I wish that you would just stay small
so that my little brother is forever by my side
sadly a wish is just a wish
and that is the most impossible of all
Hopes and wishes are nice
but it will never wipe fear
In this case I am afraid
though there's nothing I can do
that a step we take towards growth
is a step towards losing you, forever.
Happy 9th birthday, Wan Luqman Khairin.
xoxo, your sister, at accurately 15 years and 10 months.
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